Death and Josephine (unfinished)

Josephine had fallen in love, and she was sure it wasn’t usuall. She had heard all her friends talk about love, but for her entire 24 years, she had never really understood. She had never truly understood that longing, that yearning, that desperate need to be close to someone. She didn’t really understand the concept of friends, seeing them only as a social convention that ensured that her time was adequately filled. To find herself, therefore, in desperate love came as somewhat of a shock.
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Down with the Con-Dems

Well, it seems that coalition are selling off the post office. I can’t belive how angry this has made me.

In the worst rececession for years, the Conservatives have finally managed to sell off everything that was publically owned. The NHS is gone, the Post-Office is going, all because their ideology is that business will do more for the public.

Because that works.

It’s based on this bizzare idea that, because the businesses will make more money, that will obviously be good for the consumer.

The problem with that is that you need money to consume. On a country that’s for years worked towards the idea that everyone has a right to live, the Conservatives are busy undoing all of that with a clever use of rhetoric.

They have labelled everyone on benefits as a scrounger. You even see other people who are claiming some benefit excusing themselves as in greater need, and blaming the mythical scrounger because they can’t have nice things.

They have put forward the rather bizzare idea that the NHS, which is a behemoth, and in huge need of reform, is better off when it’s competing against businesses who’s model is entirely designed around paying customers. The plan being to show that the NHS can’t compete, and so it should go. Missing the point that the NHS is meant to be there for everyone, so we don’t end up in the crazy situation of America where you get ill, go bankrupt, and loose your job because you went bankrupt.

The Con-Dems seem to think the American Model is the way forward. More money for the rich, because it will “trickle down” to the poor. That the rich will spend their money, and that he poor will get a grubby slice of it. This then makes us all working for the people who have money, and when they say jump, we say how high, or we’re facing the dole. We can’t protest, because that right is being lost, we have to keep our jobs because there is no right of appeal in the first year (so we can work for a year, get sacked on our last day, and we have no recourse). Apparently that’s to make it better for the employer.

It all points in one way, that the Con-Dems are serving their own pockets.

The worst thing abuot it, of course, is for all those who voted Liberal Democrats, hoping they would give what they promosed, or when they formed the astound coalition with the Conservatives, they would keep the excesses of the Conservatives in check have been betrayed. Those that voted Conservative are getting what they voted for. Less power for the poor, and more for the rich, all sold on the same mythical “American Dream” that we too can be rich if we work hard enough.

Those of us that voted Liberal Democrats because we belived in a change have been shown that promises mean nothing to a politician.

We don’t even have the voice from the wilderness calling for a stop for this insanity. The Churches are quiet, presumably because they are still the Conservative party at prayer, the Labour opposition are just whining about it, not offering any real solutions, or even credible opposition.

So, I take my hat off to the Conservatives.

The country knew what it was like under Magaret Thatcher, and they voted in a younger, male clone. They have managed to pull the magic trick again.

They say they want a Great Britain. They don’t. What they want is a Britain where they can make money for themselves, and demand that everyone else shut up, and do as they are told.

~BX

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Charismatic Leaders : Is there milage in this philosophy?

I was challenged today over the role of Charismatic leaders in the Church.

There is a feeling that the only way to draw people into the Church is through Charismatic leaders. No, I’m not here talking about “Leaders filled with the Spirit”, but leaders who personable, and have that magnetic personality that draws people to them. Those Charismatic types that seem to be able to fill a Church by their very presence. I was challenged today by this idea, and that it is the people with the collars who are meant to fulfill this role.

I made the point that not everyone was charismatic, and pointed to the point that St. Paul was not known for his Charismatic leadership. I further made the point that St. John showed the signs of a Charismatic leader, the soaring poetry, the descriptions and the imagery. I was told that this was a difference of opinion.

Now, differences of Biblical understanding asside, there is something about the idea of a truly Charismatic leader that I find uncomfortable. God gives us the skills to handle that which we are called to do. The thing about Charismatic leaders is that often people are called to them, rather than called to what they are preaching on behalf of.

It also places, again, the emphasis of growing the Church firmly on the shoulders of one person. This doesn’t, then do justice to the notion that we are all sent as disciples, and it is to all of us that the duty falls.

I wonder, then if it is this idea that they want to follow a Charismatic leader, than actually seek to do some of the heavy liftin themselves that is most important.

~BX

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NaPoWriMo : National Poetry Writing Month

As it is the first day of national poetry writing month, I am going to try to keep this blog updated with some of my offerings. I am mostly going through Steven Fry’s an ode less travelled, trying to expand both my appreciation of poetry and my skill. The man is a very good writer and makes some good points about poetry. His first section of on the most widely used form of poetry in history, or so he claims, iambic pentameter.

So here is my first attempt at writing one

Sky Chorus

The birds do scratch upon the snow-bond earth,
In search of food to sustain their tiny life,
So deep and quick did the snow fall and set,
That all life was frozen cold and still,
Bound in chains of purest white ice, and held,
Captives of the snow-queens chilling vengeance.
Held until the bright sun of giving spring,
Did shine upon the dark and freezing earth,
Bringing life to those that live upon her face,
Such sweet light that the sun does bring that birds sing
Their praises of their bright heavenly sun.

BX, 1 of April, 2013

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Survival Craft : Tips and Tricks

What Is Survival Craft?

To say that Survival Craft is a Minecraft clone is close, but not entirely accurate. Klauus, the creator, felt that Minecraft wasn’t simply deadly enough. Survival Craft, then, is a game that looks, and in some way feels, like Minecraft (but with better graphics), and allows you to do some of the same things. The difference is that Survival Craft, at it’s heart, is much more deadly. Bulls, cows, packs of wolves, and even the occasional werewolf prowl around at night, meaning that a shelter of some kind isn’t just nice, it’s essential.

The game was also designed to run on mobile devices, such as tablets, and other hand-helds, including the new Kindle Fire. This means that, unlike Minecraft, it is very far advanced along the development path for handhelds, and is designed specifically for them. This makes it a better game for these devices than the current Minecraft offering, which is a little behind the desktop version of Minecraft in features.
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Tiamat and the Madonna and Child

In Babylonian legend, Tiamat is the chaos creatrix. She creates the Babylonian gods, and the world, and then plots to overthrow the same gods because they seek after order, unlike her. This results in a series of battles which probably typifies the changing of deities in Babylon at the time. The god Ea tries, and fails, and so on until Merdoach is chosen. He is given the tablets of fate, and other magical items (one being a robe of power), and he goes off to face Tiamat. Having defeated Kingu, and Mummu, Merdoach faced Tiamat, and after summoning the evil wind, held her jaws open, and managed to drive his magic weapon into her open mouth, killing her.
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Change and Taxes, well, mostly change.

Death is through to be something “unnatural”, or so we are taught by by our Christian Doctrine. Through man’s disobedience sin and death entered the world. In Genesis 3 the assumption is that Adam and Eve are immortal (though no such claim is made), and that beyond Eden there is death, seen as the punishment for eating the fruit (Gen 2:15), (NOTE: Death is NOT one of the punishments that God does visit upon them).
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Restarting Demon threads in Python

Having just spent over an hour trying to find how to do this, here is my contribution to the problem.

Say that you have a thread that you have called start() on, and your run() method terminates with an exception, or quite naturally (for example, your listening to a socket, and it gets disconnected).

Your problem becomes that you now need to be able to re-call that thread to get it started again. However, progmatically, there’s no way of knowing if you have already called .start() on that thread. The thread is no-longer alive, so that doesn’t work. You get this (or similar) error:

raise RuntimeError(“threads can only be started once”)

The answer (at least so far) seems to be that you need to re-initialise the thread. By Placing:

threading.Thread.__init__(self)

At the end of your run() method, you can then call .start() on that thread again to your hearts content.

Now, I have no idea if this is good programming, or if there is a better way of getting this done, but it works for me, and my needs.

~BX

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Richard Dawkins Congratulates Wales

… for being Atheist.

Source : The BBC

There’s something rather odd about being congratulated for having no faith. Perhaps in the same way it’s rather odd to be congratulated for having faith.

Perhaps the worst thing about the article is Richard Dawkins being his usual vitriolic self, by making such sweeping statements as:

He said: “People who are educated in religion are positively encouraged not to investigate, not to think sceptically about why they are here, but instead to accept what people wrote 2,000 years ago.

Now, the bizarre thing about this is that most members of the Church in Wales would have absolutely no idea what he’s talking about. From all levels of the Church, from those that sit in the pews to those that stand in the pulpit, the Anglican Church (and not just in Wales, but in our sister Church in England), are encouraged to bring everything that they have to their worship and belief about God. That includes their questioning and their intelligence.
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What Use Is A Miracle?

A sermon considering miracles and faith.

what use is a miracle

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